I have been feeling so burnt out with band it's not even funny. It's not just regular band, it's Jazz band too. It's not that I hate band, it's just that I hate having like ten band related things that I am pressured/forced to go to every month. I absolutely hate our band director for wind symphony. He is the biggest piece of crap I have ever seen. He just plain sucks at directing, and he never gives us anything to be motivated about. The kennedy band program is going down the toilet and I really don't want to be associated with it anymore, the only thing keeping me hanging in there is that I really want to do marching band one last time. I swear to god marching band was the only thing keeping me from dropping out before midterm this Spring, and god I really wanted to drop both band and jazz band, which is a complete waste of time because we suck badly. I know I am going to quit after marching band season is over and I'm pretty sure my parents aren't going to be happy about that but screw them, my life I can drop band if I really want to. Everyone is saying that I'm going to be missing out on so many great opportunities if I drop band, but I really don't care. I don't want to be a music major and I will not budge on that no matter how hard anyone tries to push me *cough* private lesson teacher *cough*. If I really wanted to make shit money I would do something that's actually helpful aka become a trashman, that's way better for society than a crappy musician would be.
So I basically have my mind made up on this and I am NOT going to budge.
"And so it goes in fashion"
15 years ago

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